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Night Before a Christmas Birthday

Floating above the waterways of an oasis, doing that thing where I breathe to get higher. I get higher than my companions behind me, only to grab stray palm fronds and debris, which of course sinks me lower. The oasis itself appears once inhabited yet now abandoned. We start scavenging some apartments. There’s a shower that made an impression, boxy white plastic at the front of a low-ceiling hallway, a thin plastic curtain evoking sadness with the strong impression it relates of a human not there anymore. Another space we raid is a deck with a hollow space underneath, which turns out to be filled with Christmas presents, already labeled with names and notes. The notes are sometimes for people we know — a kid who’s not there, her family. We actually do find a lingering resident, sitting dully facing a TV. His recognition of us could be dangerous, and he has to be neutralized.

A long walk in a long train station — reminds me of platforms of big city train stations I went to in Italy. But the actual route I’m taking is via this very long train platform, with a building at the end, on the horizon. It’s a landmark, possibly a destination. I’m missing school walking here. Perhaps school is my destination.

I’m reminded of another part, perhaps out of order: when we got off a train at a rural platform, for a supposed switchover. There are several of us, a distinct group, who get off for the train on a parallel set of tracks. But it never comes. Instead, the train we got off of speeds away in what clearly feels like a trick. If we don’t catch up to it quickly, we’ll be left behind, and you just know we’ll be blamed for it somehow. Maybe this is how I missed school.

As I come up toward the station proper, I look to the right. There’s an old building that might’ve been a barracks, tall, almost neglected looking. There’s a big patch of moss covering the front of the house. But as I look carefully at it I see the furniture of rich people still living in the old place. Somewhere between the venerable age, the good location, and the disposable wealth to ignore expensive quirks of building maintenance, the place is surprisingly prestigious. Despite having no other indicators of being in San Francisco, this feels like a very San Francisco situation.

Off the back of the fancy folks moss barracks there’s a cliff into a wild green gully or canyon of suchlike. A possum drops off this cliff. I don’t remember much more.

At my friend S’s house (of P&S), there’s a plastic stormtrooper outfit that I try to fit on. The set appears to be missing boots though, so I have to wear my own shoes with the outfit laying over them. It looks a bit silly but maybe it won’t matter, or maybe we’ll find the boots.


Title is actually when this was: I went to a very nice birthday party today, that was Christmas-themed. Seems oddly specific though. Feels like it could be a weird dream reference, but that’s just what it was.

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Bathtub, Petting Pet Rats, Cracked Windshield

Long time in the bathtub together with my wife. Soaking at opposite ends, both on our phones. Searching for a song I’m trying to remember, something relevant to our conversation. I step out of the bath for a second to go to the bathroom door, noticing that I have a boot and sock on my right foot, which I’ve been hanging out the bathtub this whole time without thinking about it.

Petting my rats in their cage, petting all of them by name. Swapping between old ones and new ones. Xolito gets pets. I notice how much slower my older rats are, much easier and accepting of affection. I’m trying to remember something about one of our newer rats, where I got it, or maybe what its name was — something like Lapassan Confederacy? This is mixed up with the other drain or I was trying to remember.

I need to get the car key back from my former friend Sarah G., who lives in the East Bay instead of the Mission (like she really does). As I arrive at the parked car I remember I need to let her know I’m coming in case she’s not home — but I realize I still have the other key to drive right now so it doesn’t matter as much. I find the car’s windshield cracked open in a very specific way on the driver’s side. I’d kind of been expecting this what with the age of the car. It’s always some damn thing. I immediately take some pictures as evidence, but realize my tarp is still partially laying over the car — insurance might blame me for that, despite how silly that theory is. I pull it off and lay over a nearby electrical wire under a tree over the sidewalk.


Fragments:

  • Wandering the streets of New York (or maybe the Mission District in earlier days) looking for Zorhan Mamdani.
  • Burning Man — what about Burning Man? Seems like a setting from much earlier in the dream sequence, but no idea its relation to anything else.
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Extra Jacket Rat

We have two rats. I left one rat out of the cage, with my new Neapolitan white jacket on top of that. Go to put it back and there’s a new small rat I don’t recognize, nesting there with my rat. Decide to make him part of the tribe and see how things go, surprise my wife.

My old friend Spy seems to receive bad news at my house, but I don’t pry. In the space of the house there are many illuminated images from old children’s books that look really good, a lot are rural-themed. It looks like a carefully curated collection from ’70s stuff found at thrift shops, the kind of thing Spy might have made.

Younger guy seemingly following me around a pool, either naievete or annoyance. Helping guy with mystery clay meth pipe left on table. The pipe itself is much more story-rich, but I can’t recall.